moved house

moved to adolfchris.blogspot.com

project over soon

finally my project for all module is coming to an end
need to rush on few more small detail to make it perfect
hehe
today help some people did their 15% quiz
thoses who are not a threat to the moderation
who seriously just need to pass
just 5 min can help them
why not?
now all the not so good to do ones
all got 70 to 80
good enough for them to last till exam
all the best

controling

my temper rising up again
I dunno why
keeping ice cool right now
I dunno
DB project got deadline problem
5 week 3 drawing
I got no comment
I tried to use yi de fu ren
but it dun seem to work
yi de fu ren = used kindness and value to gain the respect so they do their work
I dun understand, did I push them too much?
I did the extra stuff which I wanted for a project
I make sure I did at least 3 time more then each member
they still cant give me 3 drawing
I know I cant shout all the @#$%^&
if I shout I become bully
coz they will not shout back
then my 3 drawing how?
I ask 3 of them to give me the problem of the question
only 1 give me a solution on how he going to solve the problem
so I left 6 drawing
my brain dun seem to work out the anger now
trying to be happy and smile
soon I think I will cock up my emotion
haha
ting I got an idea ............................................
the idea came to me this sec to collect the unreturned
.......................power idea 1.........................................
but no worries I think I use a way from a movie
liang popo collecting loanshark method
I will become damn irritating till they draw the 3 drawing
I make sure I will spam 50 to 100 sms to their hp on the deadline
I mean per day 50 to 100 sms, till they scared
I make sure I am their handphone's worst nightmare
a brillant-ful(X10^6) idea hahahahahhahah

7 weeks

7 weeks to exam
this step is the critical step
everytime I lost my foot when fighting this step
my 0.5 alway fly away
I damn scare, I think I know where my mistake are and I dunno if I am doing right
I try to do everything properly
hope just happen the way like nitec did
4 4 4 4 it was a very nice feeling
like feeling that you are perfect
flawless
so now I envy the (gpa 4)s alot
admire their brains, effort and morale
even if they get at least once
they have experience that perfect feeling in poly liao
I hope this time let me feel once
come to me baby .............4.......................

why angry?

just now my family did some stuff make me fed up
then something strikes me
I remember a history line which remind me
its was a line from jews in the concentration camp of the nazi party
they can torture me, beat me or even kill me
but it is up to me to become angry, upset and fearful
the thinking is in my head

now I am not angry anymore
this works :)
indeed workable
when I see all the works need to be done, I feel fed up
now I don't wanted feel fed up or tension
I wanna feel excited and happy
:)
I am very happy, to do many work :)
no more angry
they wanna make me hate them, no I don't hate them
that was amazing of what your brain can do
from now I wanna convert every single negative thing i feel to positive
my brain can do it
 feeling is a illusion
make up by memory of past
like many people don't feel the sense of pride
they don't have thoses memory i think

项羽 & 刘邦 from 百家讲坛

my cousin once told me to learn about 项羽 & 刘邦
today I think I know why
through listening to百家讲坛
saying the difference of the 2 big history figure

项羽
end up: losing the war sucide at wu river
he is a man of great character indeed for the bravery act and the war he have won
man of righteous, man of man, someone who treasure brotherhood
got guts and smart in military
but he cannot accept bad comment on him
or else he will kill the person
never have basically any failure in his life before
the expert describle him as inside and outside deaf
inside deaf meaning he never believe any weakness he have
outside deaf meaning he can't except people commenting on him

刘邦
end up: won the war with 项羽  and become a good emperor
he is a timid, brainless, military idiot, cunning, backstab number 1 and betrayer
but he got good advisor (his wife and some old chap), cunning subjects and a military genius as gerneral
even his biggest general that military genius went under others pants before
he experience more failure then victory

maybe something getting more bad comment and opening up ear is better
but to become something like 刘邦 nonono
learn from him maybe, but better become more like 项羽
but through this I think the world I used to know is kindda difference
when someone like this will have their success

the link of video

after all this ..

soon poly will come to an end and I see it coming
even after university
but after that where should I go and what should I do
and how to climb up step by step
I just worried that I may not enter some of the major company
I wanna enter some place where there is opportunity for promotion
where I can slowly climb up to the top
either this way or start my own business
but if I can don't really wanna to start my own business path
failed and see friend failed too many time
don't wanna get old and end up with nothing
first I think army is a good place to climb
but what they offered is a dead end to climb up
a sgt position
how to get to the top ?
If only I can find a company with many people, where I can prove my abilities
in army I tried very hard to understand what is wayang and how to be wayang
cause they told me, I do not know what is wayang and judge me with no capabilities
saying I know how to work hard but always without direction
today I know, how to do and how to do
hope I never never repeat the same mistake
for what I finally realise from everything is the real world =  hard work + skills + wayang + psychology + time 
as for wayang
today I have fully understand it and I can make it happen with real hard work
capabilities, I believe everyone have some
I do not believe in what he say
when I have learned more, that is where my capabilities will show
because I can integrate all my skills
now maybe not yet soon I will
to climb up the ladder, to reach what is I rightfully deserved
I believe I am not a bottom man

thinking back of the supervisior will not let me handled paper work
even I have nothing else to do
I got real pissed .............................
That point of time I wanna show what I can do
how fast I can do
but there is never a chance for me to do
when I see that opportunity again
I will prove what they all say and did not allow me to do was a mistake
everyone can deliver work but I can deliver with higher quality
and shorter time restraint

their coffee session
their stress look
their complaint
their 5 day work week
their 8 to 5
their annual leave
their 3 hour of talking cock

when I finally go back none of this will apply to me
I can do 24/7 except for the sleeping time, which that will be efficient and wayang
I will work fucking hard to prove I am not the fish in the pond
I just wanna jump out right now, just the fish have no wings yet
I have to wait
but just at time, got real pissed
why do I have to wait so long
I wanna it to happen immediately
now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

today is really god blessed

today's test
I have been praying and praying for lord's help
indeed it happen
it was so much mistakes in the paper
end up the teacher never mark the mistakes
if not this will be my worst paper
thank lord

moving hse

My blog is going to move hse liao
Gonna re decorate it when I have free time
will inform friend with a new and better url

Result out

all the result is near to expectation
nearly 100 till now for 2 sub
waiting for another 3
I just can't feel happy
last sem this time I get this result too
but exam bring me down
3.5/4
will this sem be the same?
then I will have no stand in NUS
I really scared, I just do whatever I can
very careful of every detail
thursday's presentation I do not know whether I overdo already
it is near 70 slides
I still adding
I scare dunno where he will deduct mark from
make sure all info are in
even extra info
calculation make sure 100% correct
I hope for no errors
just dun feel right, alway feel nus and ntu is not possible as it get nearer
same way I feel back in ITE
that's why the freaking 100 over page report
I dunno .. dunno
fear is eating me up and I am allowing it

finally doned

my 5% very hard to do
2 day do & do check and check finally coming to a end
never expected something this hard for an 5%
have to do what I have to do
at least finish clear clear, heart feel lighten
as every sem getting closer to exam
I felt very tension
everytime ask myself, did you did enough to deserve a gpa4
the result usually tell me: no, you are fucking lazy
I do not know what to do more
I hope I find a soluton to this before everything was too late for NUS
today my friend msg me a belated happy new year
in army he told me, he never did well for A level
maybe going to poly
now ? He is at NUS
what a good liar .. but really hope to meet him there soon
when will I climb up to the top
when will the day come, sacrificed almost everything
in exchange for this
this day better come
even if getting in university is still a long way to what I call Making it in life
4.5k monthly = making it in life
when will I see that day
..................
after army, all go SMU, NTU, NUS or even some medical
I really not feeling good, not jealous but maybe over envy
it wasn't too much too ask for, just a local university
just a average salary

just read a passage from bible
do unto others as you would have them do unto you
then I realised I do have a friend who actually walk out of the bible
all the bible forbidden he did not do
should learn more from him
to be a better christian

Project saturday

Today still doing case study
hmmm .. kindda boring
but toughly can rememberise everything liao
cause kinnda re-do and re-do, I just keep adding adding and adding
my friend on the other side of the earh in mainland china also doing
feeling quite nice actually people sharing what you think and do
but feel quite bad for him on the trip still doing our work
hope our project will turn out to be the best
hope perfect 5% in pocket

my 5% on new year day

still working my project on new year day
hmmm .. have a good chat more relax and carry on with work
but I did really have a good end of the year
enjoy it very much
this 5% I know by psychology I sure get it liao
the teacher was kind of expressed when I say we went to the company personally to ask regarding case study
haha what to express sia, this is school where everyone will not show the best potential required for work
If it is workplace, I bet all of them will did the same

If your boss wanna you to do a case study on another company
what will you do?
sure go to the company to understand better right ..
working and studying really different huh
I guess it they draw the dividing line to bold
if there is something need to be done, why do you care if it is school or working ...
but I guess it a good way to climb up, rather then work
work 5 year 10 year how much is the pay rise
study 5 year 10 year wow I see $$ grow so much
total was 1k different from the day I started all this shit
I think it called self assets where you yourselves selling how much in the market
soon 1.8 to 1.9, then will be 2.1 to 2.4
nothing get easiler money then this ..

2010

2010
My New year
resolution: hmmm ..........
1) This year, I will work hard to get the acceptance letter from NTU and NUS
2) Find a excuse for myself to club at least one time :) (Pub also can)
3) Make the finest Final year project in Singapore Polytechnic
4) GPA 4 for the rest of the semester
5) Cut down on coke, cigerattes, codeine 3Cs
6) Live life happy once again, since I have to deal with it
7) Let bygones be bygones, forgive and forget. Start a fresh .........
8) Re-program my life, everyday objectives of doing everything must be clear
9) To be even more efficient then before

The real people in heroes

there are seriously people with extraordinary powers in real life
where everyone seem to treat it like science friction
I wonder if anyone feel magnetism in a room where your electrical set being start up, or someone else walking outside your room. You can feel magnetism moving around ..
at the age of 5 to 8 ... let me know I am curious.
this are some documentary of people with ESP, extraordinary power

nearing 2010

soon gonna be new year soon
another new year nothing to be exciting about
as time files, there are lesser thing to be excited about
I really need an adrenaline rush ..
perhaps I have become a adrenaline addict liao
if you experience most of thing which most of the people never ever tried before
guess you will feel the same
excitement is totally absent for quite a long period le
aim and aim and aim
work harder and harder and harder
body wanna stop
brain keep it do the same stuff

I really wonder how this people study so many years .. still alive and kicking
6 year primary school + 4 to 5 year secondary + 3 year poly + uni
or even some from ite route like I do, but they + ite 2 to 4 years
I really salute ..
ok finish talking rubbish liao
time to sleep

happy

quite happy to see my video is edited by other youtuber in their video
4 thousand view .. hmmm not bad
the image was taken from an email post and edited with songs and audio from lost
My version

美麗的毒癮 ("A Beautiful addict")

Edited version

last week

not much to post
surfing net, chatting a while later 12 o'clock need to start studying
10 am go sleep, 8 pm wake up, 12am studying till 7 am
everyday during the holiday
last week of holiday, hopefully I can clear every subject in time

toward 8 more month

8 more mth
tough estimation
8 more mth then can start sending in university application with 5 sem result
so gonna work harder to get better result
this week of holiday
ton of paper to finish
did I over planned?
felt very stress, some time felt breathless
not an expression but literately breathless
I don't know if it is psychologically effect or it is physical

really worried what if I can't get in university
end of my life already ..
all effort will go down to drain
if my result failed to achieved what I set for
I will be at risk point already
There will be no more chances for NUS already
this sem is very critical
hope for all the best, everything goes according to plan

Christian the lion

This is heartwarming, initially I thought this might be a prank or something
but amazing, that how love can be found ...

Making use

just have a chat with a female friend -- G********
she told me about her workplace
...........................
got shock she have that thinking
luckily she is a female
she say she have been using her enemy in the workplace to do her work
she feel very smart
.......... no words to describle

I believed female have the minimum pride too ..
if your dead enemy helps you to achieve what you cant achieve, isn't it a shame?
meaning you have absolute zero capability
feel like you went down to your knee and open your mouth just for laziness
means you can lick boots just for the sake of laziness
It just take a bit of the strain of your body to prevent humilation
why wanna humilate yourself for that laziness?
there is people where you wanna give help but they refused
they wanna depend on their hardwork
why can't you be more like them?

this kindda of people where I see in a school
not workforce but school
not a FT but singaporean

If a student can display such pride, I believe you can do better
don't think in that manner, that show that weakness and no pride
unless you wanna take advantage of your gender
if it is a guy, I will ask him to put on skirt
I will do everything for him

that is not "ren rui fu zhong", so don't use it as an excuse
"Ren rui fu zhong" -- tolerate the humilation for a heavy burden
it just paper work, no burden for you
just do it
if there is a burden, its laziness

christmas eve

yesterday thinking of asking some old friend out
funny call yanxia, she say later I go fight inside her pub
than was 4 year ago, wah woman can really remember stuff
but the real reason is fully booked
I told her I can buy some chair from ikea
then sit outside her pub
haha
call huiying, too bad she is working today
she said maybe new year countdown ba
I think later all the bagala incident like 2 year ago
yanxia so late then call me say got space liao
call zhiguang back too late
he bought pizza and beer to celebrate at home
so me and my girlfriend went back home to do the same to drink, drank, drunk
one brezzer, 1 X fire god appear
she turned into fire red
luckily not outside

but 10 over year liao, all  friends start getting busy at own journey
perhap christmas is a blessing for us to take out the chance to meet out

An interesting sub

I kindda like the hardest sub of my whole sp journey till now
It practically train us on the aspect of working
designing and intergrating calculations into practical use
today went over to the linear motion company
the sale team was there to teach me
I was totally surprise by their enthusium
they seem to be very helpful
although they are quite dissapointed when they see case study on the paper
when I send in the email, I wrote like one kind of professional
of course not for my standard of english
I just dump everything in point form
by have a great experience though
they hand me a electronic calculation software and some thick like hell cataloge

initially they thought I am going to order some product for my final year project
but I took out a case study sheet
their face immediately shows "failed"
.. haha I justify but adding:"We have to do this case study before we do FYP, so our FYP will know how to calculate then we will need to purchase"
luckily he face immediately showed "passed", managed to get all the info and snap some picture

when the sale leader took the case study from me and have a look
he look at the case study, he say indeed not easy
but he still solve it in less then 5 min
not easy huh ..
they are indeed the professionals
Sale leader:"Can I photocopy one, I need it for my assistant to pick up the concepts? I believe these are very fine examples."
Me: "Sure"

(Luckily my lecturer not there, if not he sure kenna boleh till fly. The product sale leader say a polytechnic lecturer's case study not easy {somemore that is their product}and wanna photocopy his set of question.)
 
Sale leader:"did the previous batch did the same case study?"
Me: "not too sure"
Sale leader:"You are the first to came to us, They are very smart then, cause I need the cataloge to figure out"
Me: "..................?"

hmmm, try to say I dumb or ??
but how the hell they get the solution without cataloge?

funny vulgarity

I remember my lecturer once told me than when you learn another language you learn the vulgarity 1st 

looking at wrong place

Alway thought how people make it big
I think I know where to start
search on the top businessman to the average businessman in singapore to see what they have in common
putting it into practical
making their experience as my life
taking every step they moved as my path
even if I finish the line by 10 year aim, it is just the start to the new beginning
$ and education both will gain respect
to let me have the power to look at them the way, they looked at me
I seem many friend talking about business
but few have the determination to hold the initial concept of their enthusium
so I barely talk about it
now have to and must talk about it
thinking make it happen
in the doing we get the idea
it a long journey, so I will not put too much of energy in it first
slowly observe, study and learn
later when opportunity comes, I apply
Have to make a name for myself in this lifetime
have to make a mark for myself in this lifetime
not much time left on the average of 80 year life span
no more time for remorse, no more time for anger
spend more time to look for the main objective

differences

working with people wanna go university really difference
although being appointed as leader but feel stress
they really fast
super duper fast .......... the work which I plan to complete on friday
they already completed, that boast my morale alot
initially I wanna do math slowly as an relaxation for 1.5 weeks
seem than now alot of work to be done
have to complete faster
good good shiok shiok
chong ................!

Charles Darwin - Theory of evolution

But 1 great thing I believe very much in his theory
{In the struggle for survival, the fittest win out at the expense of their rivals because they succeed in adapting themselves best to their environment.}(Charles Darwin)


And he say human are a type of animal which do not have as much the survival instinct like animal.
I personally think it is quite true, we don't fight till death for a meal.
Even working, you can see people lying around
Working is definatly a much easier way then everyone have to grow or hunt for their own food
But how nice if it is being done this way?
Discrimination? Then I can see who last longer than I do.
It will be a faster victory then do this shit now.
The situation now, where laziness is not punished.
where people like me get fucked
when I get fucked, I turn around and see who is doing the right thing so they don't need to get fucked
but when I turn around, all I can see is a bunch of lazy fucker just lay back and do no shit

but they are called the right people doing the right shit
Right shit ... yeah yeah in my ass, just a bunch of lazy fuckers
I wish they suffer the same fate soon ..

They say education was the right thing to do
but I think they are quite contridicting
they themselves, so much of them is the lay back type

If you wanna talk shit about me
only when you are not from the above, I give you respect.
If you are the above mentioned
you talk shit about me, I pay you respect.

The new video

uploaded a new video on my blog and facebook regarding my brother receiving his christmas present
haha he have a hard time opening it

I miss .. it

hai today damn distracted
chatting at whosgoing.sg (Clubber's forum)
not clubbing again, just chatting over there
browsing through some profile
realise my dear have not enjoy as much as other girls do
I will bring her what is the rightfully belongs to her
that enjoyment, that wonderful life than all other girls have
of course after all this studies, a short of life of club must begin
hold it for 2 year liao
this 2 year like locking myself behind bar
study, study and study
that is a promise and a struggle to be done
I remember my parent ask me about the clubbing and the drinking during army
as I clubbed basically every week, drunk every week
basically mon to friday in gym, friday & saturday in club, sunday with gf
hmmm... :)

I told them I will quit clubbing and drinking when I am studying
I done that ...
but I never told them I going to resume it after my studies
I love it to death man

I missed the drinks, the music, the dance floor
no anger, no struggle when the disco light is on
everyone dances, no one discriminate or shit
no serious matter to be done
everybody enjoy

So drunk that don't give 2 shit about anybody
rest is put aside
any anger will turn into no anger
expression of anger is immediate, no holding requried

But I knew my character can only do one thing at one time
if I do two I will mess it up
so now everything have to control

another 5 or 6 year
I will have my life back
and now guess what go study again ........................................................
for NUS

beatboxing

the best talents I ever seen for beatboxing

today

Today went back to school for project
ask the teacher for mid sem test result
1st he hint us a bit
we keep pestering him for the result
him finally tak boleh tahan
told us the estimated scores
then we pester somemore
then he told me I got 80++
I dunno what emotion to have
initially I went home like strike lottery
thought I got a at least 90 marks
but ...
not really dissappointed
because this module is the hardest module I ever took in sp
a total of 6 credit
but if got higher it will be better
my gpa still cant enter nus
need to jack it up by at least 2 gpa 4
which is 2 semester of perfect straight Ace
this semester I hope everything is going to fine
every sem I got the same dissappointment
I dun wanna to be end up with a single choice
I wanna be accepted by all local university
even at last I choose the 4th university also at least I knew I won my own battle
0.2 more to be accepted by NUS
chong ................................................................................................................
this 3 week will be the spare time I have to realise this dream
pls god gimme gpa 4, I have done my best

ITE to poly topic

finish studying then surf internet a while
saw the topic of ITE to POLY can cope?
feel kindda weird
then I realise

when they say about coping, I feel strange
they got secondary base wanna scared what
4 to 5 year of basic no enough meh
they just worry too much
when I came here so many thing I saw for the first time
even pressing a calculator also need help
that was a beautiful memory

Now I am still here never dropout
I think they just being kiasu

so of the comment also lolz
some post: maybe you game too much, throw your keyboard away
: pon too much, pon lesser

Mechanical Engineering song

wtf lolx
althought the video is kindda fail but still very funny

3 day over ... today start to study

Have start studying liao
holiday over
must enter NUS by all cost
no matter its money or hardwork I will put in the maximum
and no amount of money can realise this dream
Have to endure through this period

Holiday

This holiday I am going to shorten it to 3 days
but really treasure this 3 days
spending time with gf and family
never felt so relaxing for long period


monday I am going to start my own time own target study
to get gpa 4 this sem
this time will be my best chance of getting
there are no lauguage module to spoil my chance
no more C in my transcipt
and gotta to prevent B and B+ in my transcript
no going to let any mistake happen ..........................
as it is closer I am going to shift my aim higher
now it only to enter NUS
so gpa at least need to shift up by 0.2
seem little but very hard to get
need an ACE in every module
every sem I only manage to get 2 to 3 ace
this sem I am going to correct every single mistake
late coming
late night study
working
shortage of codeine

to NUS ......................

free software

there is a new software by google sketchup
very economical
sch like to use expensive software like autocad and pro-e
they have never thought if we are working in company what if the company got no such expensive software
I realise alot people can work with whatever school teach them
no need for soloution giving, find our own solution

christianity

browsing through the net for math help
saw a christian site
a very very different one
very touch than they actually been touch and help but god

just hate it when they are praying for the police
(All the "good thing" I have seem they have done, I think my sin have no match to them)

other then than the rest are heartwarming
god touch them, help them
give support when they needed it
how about me ?
I still put my faith in him
but have to depend on my own
maybe I am really too detached from christianity
felt guilty when I break the rules
but keep breaking
.......................
by a group of drug addict which have been saved

http://www.steelroots.com/theuprising/season1.aspx
...................................................

feel like fuck

diploma plus MST tmr
no decision to make
cause I feel like fuck up to hand in the give up letter
feel very very fuck up
no feel good
like a shit
like it too hard then I surrender
fuck it
got test just study
dun think too much
study till I cannot take it
just aim 100 mark to score and see what i can get
fuck all the reason
study till tomorrow 5pm start now
hate making surrender decision
fuck fuck fuck

have a laugh before test

wah pneumatic

I definitely will make something more impressing then this in FYP

beautiful week -1

Mid sememter test
the whole week was beautiful
but just friday
diploma plus
a extra cert to get for mathematics
I really trying hard to get gpa 4
really really dun hope to see anymore 3point something nonsense
is this a sensible choice to make?
or izzit I just could make decision?
or izzit I too afraid too give up on stuff
I know I will spend alot of time on it, if I really wan it
worth?
my girlfriend say something about me, which I find it very true (for the 1st time)
she say I will have very strong determination to get or achieve thing but do not have ability to quit or give up thing .. good one and the bad one
I dunno, after she say like this .. I start to doubt if I understand myself, well enough then I thought I already do
I am so confused by her
I will try to study till from thurday till friday (Bo gao ku liao lo), since I have no more paper
see what I get
dunno if I can drop it
or maybe 3 weeks I can study it then leave it one side

today will be a great day

2 module in a day
I wish I have more time to prepare
haha yesterday b4 sleep ask my bro to splash water
morning he really splash a alot of water
half pail of water
haha after run like marathon champion back to the room
have to thk him alot
now got more time
extremely efficient measure
but cannot use everyday
later season already
then got no other way liao

but really really tired
endure 2 more day
yesterday slept 3 hrs
today sleft 4 hrs
later come back have to study immediately
............. ta boi kia aik tahan
chong!

DB paper

I just cant stop smiling
today the only day .. I am sure ...
Today's paper was damn easy and straight forward
happy happy

feeling better then lottery
yes!
haha
now still not in my good shape
after holiday, I will be really fired up really to go

good day for today

mechanics II kindda happy
tomorrow .. will be happy too
chong ...!

once after test

Have to do pest control around my gf
a form of stress releasing after exam
that the problem with relationship
a lot of rats, worm, snake and ants like to come
But after all I am still the best pest control winner for people around me

I though I wayang enough
but standing next to these mother fucker son of the bitch
my accomplishment pale in comparison to you
you can win Oscar

tomorrow -- mst start

eye see thing funny liao
I guess grab a good sleep first
a different approach for my gpa 4 aim
those still burning midnight oil good luck

today go buy cigarettes see the family ..
I dun wanna to end up like this
father gambling, wife sell contraband but dunno math
son kidda low ..
ask me how much ??
5 X 4.50 = ?
haiz sometime life is just unfair
she meet the wrong husband and lead a wrong fate
hope my gf wun walk the same journey
now paving a future hoping mot like them
not discrimination just it be not nice living this kindda of life

3 day

3 days to test
I dunno if I am ready
I think should be ready
hope everything turn out fine

dead tired

doing and doing non stop
revise and revise
I hope for the best

today again get pissed
in the class try to ask the lecturer some question
they keep creating noise pollution at the back
I dun who it is
seem that some of them ba
wah I keep holding my temper
the eager to shout and throw a bloody chair over is damn great
then I think back
if I shout they sure damn scare think I play gangster
so better dun say anything
then have to wait for the lecturer to quiet them down
wah so times really hard to be something than you are not
my friend smart run go library to study where he wun encounter this problem
my first semester wasn't like this
where most of them still treat themself as a ITE top student
now never get top student then need to make so much noise ?
3 or 4 day to test ........ blood vessel over heated
over 18 already .. still wahh ...
no wonder they need secondary school rules

too sorry if you are offended, i just stating the truth
Cause I am not dog, I no need rope on my neck

don't sleep also cannot

today a friend told me a great idea of make today toward to mid sem test
a guard duty type of sleep hours
but ........................
wikipedia say:
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sleep deprivation, a sleep disorder characterized by having too little sleep, can be either chronic or acute. Long-term sleep deprivation causes death in lab animals. A chronic sleep-restricted state can cause fatigue, daytime sleepiness, clumsiness and weight gains.
Complete absence of sleep over long periods is impossible to achieve; brief microsleeps cannot be avoided.

Sleep deprivation can adversely affect brain function.[16] A 2000 study, by the UCSD School of Medicine and the Veterans Affairs Healthcare System in San Diego, used also functional magnetic resonance imaging technology to monitor activity in the brains of sleep-deprived subjects performing simple verbal learning tasks.[17] The study showed that regions of the brain's prefrontal cortex displayed more activity in sleepier subjects. Depending on the task at hand, the brain would sometimes attempt to compensate for the adverse effects caused by lack of sleep.
The temporal lobe, which is a brain region involved in language processing, was activated during verbal learning in rested subjects but not in sleep deprived subjects. The parietal lobe, not activated in rested subjects during the verbal exercise, was more active when the subjects were deprived of sleep. Although memory performance was less efficient with sleep deprivation, greater activity in the parietal region was associated with better memory.
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no wonder I alway take more time to do exam then revision
cause maybe my brain kenna the adverse effect of bo gao kun (not enough sleep)
but have to try out for today and tommorow
see if saturday I still can remember what I study
I wonder how the china ancient story on tied the hair to the ceiling and keep awake is real
my ceiling dun have hook, and my hair not long enough
if not I do life experiment
try a thousand way till make it to perfect GPA

Test coming -- living like zombie again

that comment from ...
hopefully not ...
...........

Blur ...............
now living really like gou jian already
everyday sleep on chair or never sleep
only weekend not 卧薪尝胆 got bed sleep, if not can't wake up
卧薪 have 尝胆 dun have, market never sell guts

卧薪尝胆(Sleeping on firewood and tasting gall.)

today morning drink cocktail
chicken essence + coke = toilet X 3
leg weak, head blur
need to go sleep soon
tonight need to study whole nite
1 X big file to cover
ZzzZZZ

happy enough knowing practical sure get a A
the wayang + hardwork = payoff
the lecturer smile smile dun wanna show
I know hit the bell liao

theory theory wan ...
sometimes I get hope I can study alone
rather then community learning enivorment
I can teach myself but just don't understand when people teach me
especially in group

2 more semester toward university entry
I hope that wun happen again
ITE rejected me 3 time in total (last send me to yishun ite for entry test)
3 reject letter
knn .... heng that time not english proficiency test
is math entry test

nono no good
this time round I wun let it happen again
never never
...........
it must be
{We are pleased to inform you, that you have been offer 1 X time big chair in the lecture hall of the "the following" University}
And when I sit down, I will never remove my butt from that chair

?

what should I do now?
cannot forward my diploma plus till after my diploma
wah ...
I go
leave 12 hours at the end for it
12 hours, see if I can create miracle ...
mean I got 5.5 days left ........

angry day

10 more day for mid sememster test
today morning counter some personal problem
wanna quit studying so much
smash alot of my stuff
books all over the place
everything flying
my hp spoil
I feel kindda of sorry after that
now my mood is better liao
my mum was terrified
maybe she never saw I go crazy for ages liao
I was kindda sorry
this stress and problems
how I wish I can study without problems
not about the studying hard
but personal problem
listen the

shout with them everything feel okie again

harry & son pet company in temasak

Today's lecture (important points) will be tested in mid semester exam
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this is what happened when you leaving your pets at home and never feed them in time
a dog need a rope on its neck
not a gun in its pocket

by: TAN GUAN HUA
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(lecturer note) English essay learning
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News today:

Three police officers hauled to court for various offences Channel NewsAsia - Wednesday, November 25Send IM Story Print

Three police officers hauled to court for various offences
SINGAPORE: Three police officers were hauled to court on Wednesday for various offences.

Elvilin Tay Sheo Tang, 35, was charged with bribing five of his colleagues with S$250. He allegedly conducted an unauthorised raid with them at a forested area off Seletar Road on January 24 this year.

During the raid, Tay seized contraband cigarettes, mobile phones and a wallet containing six S$50 notes.

He tried to distribute the cash to his colleagues so they would turn a blind eye to his actions, as Tay allegedly wanted to keep the seized items. However, one of them refused to accept the money.

Tay, who is from Ang Mo Kio North Neighbourhood Police Centre, has claimed trial and will engage a counsel. If convicted of bribery, he could be jailed a maximum of five years and fined up to S$100,000 on each charge.

Meanwhile, 36—year old Nazir Ali Khan was charged with conspiring with another police officer to make a false claim at Clementi Police Divisional Headquarters in April 2008.

Nazir and 31—year old Abdul Aziz Abdul Majid allegedly tried to get hold of S$1,000, which was being kept as lost and found property there. It is believed they planned to share the money.

Abdul Aziz had allegedly attempted to cheat an administrative officer at the headquarters by claiming he was the rightful owner of the cash.

He is also accused of lying to Assistant Superintendent Roy Shafiq Aw by claiming he was a vending machine technician who had lost the money in the Ang Mo Kio area on April 1. He allegedly told ASP Aw he found out the money was at the headquarters through his friend, Nazir, who is from Bedok Police Division.

If convicted of cheating, the men could be jailed for up to 10 years each and fined.

Found: in short alway thinking of many many way

SIR ISAAC NEWTON WAS A MASTERMIND
Sir Isaac Newton was an INTJ introvert. There are eight different types of introverts, according to Keirsey Personality Theory and Myers-Briggs Temperament Inventory, both based on the Jungian approach to personality interpretation. Newton was an INTJ Introvert, called the Mastermind. This is a rare one per cent of the population according to estimates by the Keirsey Temperament Theory. According to Keirsey, "Masterminds approach reality as they would a giant chess board, always seeking strategies that have a high payoff, and always devising contingency plans in case of error or adversity. To the Mastermind, organizational structure and operational procedures are never arbitrary, never set in concrete, but are quite malleable and can be changed, improved, streamlined. In their drive for efficient action, Masterminds are the most open-minded of all the types. No idea is too far-fetched to be entertained-if it is useful." Other famous INTJ introverts are Niels Bohr and Dwight D. Eisenhower.

Not all introverts are brilliant scientists and metaphysicians, but there are three things most have in common. Focus/concentration, love of pets and modesty are typical of most introverts.






we have a bit in common huh
mr newton ??

A great find

found my school leaving cert, national certification cert and primary cert
looking back
the secondary really wanna me dead
afterall, I had be a hell of headache
happy times
putting the cortex with red poster colour and throw under teachers desk
no exam to worry about
coz not doing it at all
but the fucked up thing is
my conduct they put: poor
attendance: poor
reason of leaving: go to ite
wtf sia that time where I got go ite
I go to work
then worst of all
abilities to study: He is weak in all subject
what the fuck
weak in all subject
because I never came for exam
what weak

primary school cert: found a abacus cert grade 9
with my p4 photo on it
but that cert look like a dead certificate
the chinese wording is the very anicent one
with my passport size photo

and my primary school cert
psle
not even a sec spend on studying
getting a overall average, not really good
but at least not like now
24/7 study

I wish I have that brain right now
after taking unnessary medicine which is not mean to be consume and inhale
maybe this is what that is left

but luckily just enough to prove em wrong .......

stupid

that day call and ask regarding my optional election
got a damn good scolding from my cousin
he say engineering so easy why need to spend so many time to understand
after all he is a master in science
have to agree with him
this is not law, medicine or dentistry
I am just stupid perhap
saw the nus entry requriment
my gpa not high enough
just stupid and dumb
I don't wanna to justify against the fact
justify only make me blind among all stupid people
go join the best to realise actually how stupid you are
be the worst among the best rather be the best among the worst
step down self esteem and work harder
cos brain dun work good for me
afterall this is a piece of worthless diploma
if I cant make it to gpa 4 this sem
show only this brain is fuck up
show that laziness have blinded me

happy saturday

I received this ......
from: unknown


Hey Chris,
I was browsing through youtube when I saw your videos, then linked to your blog.

I'm always thinking I'm a failure in life.
Was admitted to girls home at the age of 13, got probation but breached for instant-freedom,
got caught back on 14, sentenced to hostel but absconded again for instant-freedom till I was 15,
which mean this year. I was pregnant, have no choice but to surrender. I'm was lucky enough to be
remanded for 3weeks and get out for probation because of my baby. Till now, even though baby is out,
schoolmates and friends around me still looks down on me. I've always wanted to change, but sometimes,
whenever someone commented on me about my past happenings, I gave up.. But when I saw your blog,
I've decided that I shall not break down or give up just because of some bad comments. In fact, I should
be showing everyone that I'll change.
You're the role, Salut to you.
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Replied:

You need to have a very strong determination and spirit, because you are fighting for 2 instead of 1 person. Maybe we should think in this way, sometimes the things we do is not wrong just the law is too strict. But when we step on that line of the law which is written in black and white, it will not care whatever reasons you have. So whatever reason you have try not to break it. I have seen all my friend always have their hp line teminated not long after their release, I mean not changing number you know what it means.

I am not sure about you but I know it is hard to keep walking on the (not breaking law) path, but if you try and maintain it for around 2 years you will feel normal just like others.

sometime if there is cocky people, just ignore or fight by words it will be better to lay hands on them.

I personally believe study is not definately the best way out, it just like wearing a safety jacket, so you will not fall too hard if you can't make it big outside. So wear that safety jacket first and work hard after that.

if there is anything that I can do to help within my limits, let me know ..


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discrimination do happen everywhere, hope our kind can find strength to live on ..
me too .....

happy day

just have 5 hours of sleep and wake up to complete my work
happy day today
pratical 100/100 10% in pocket make my weekend good
a good lecture which know how to teach
expressing he is a phd, he still can teach in a simple way which all understand
and there is another chap
who alway ask us to think with the simple part of our brain
but he will never teach with the simple part of the brain
alway make thing complicated
stupid !!!
end of the day, do the paper and get it right
do whatever way, get it right

geek vs RNB

I think they are out for the geeks
luckily singaporean geek dun do all she say

enough of praying

no more praying
miracle ain't happening by praying
I have to create it

I need to adjust myself to this condition back to who I am again

to find back my positive fighting spirit
do everything very happily
do a thousand time still happy
no complaint
everything can be done
no work can be delay more then a day regardless of size

sick again

maybe all spare part of my body need some maintenance liao
not feeling well again
haiz tommorow got lesson somemore
..............
used to love rainy days, but now I just hate it
all the bad stuff alway happen at rainy day
there is a time where we call rainy day for a reason

all for today

good day so far
saw a friend's mail
kindda happy, saw a willingness of offering unconditional help
maybe this world there is still people who are not really selfish
maybe this is the way to get to the top
there are also very scheming people there where they are too scheming
end up getting no where
maybe god is fair

a new year coming -- happy anniversary

you maybe puzzled why I ask to look at my blog
dear just wanna tell you I am really happy being with you for 8 or 9 yrs
I cant actually how long liao
who cares? time make no meaning if we are going to stay together together
despite your parent trying hard to get rid of me at the beginning
I am just happy to have a someone who are always there
friend come and go, the changes of a friend maybe we can apply rate of change to it
kinship ? I dunno, changes also occur
but we are always there
be the good we do, the bad we commit
there is no other couple like us
9 years together(Agar-ation), I am happy and you are happy
that is what it means
dunno how am I going breath oxygen without you
without you it is like breathing carbon dioxide
once again love you muack
we have been through 9 year and we are going to stay for another 9
after 18 we will stay for another 18 untill
hai ku shi lan, zhi shi bu yu (till the sea dry up, till death shall we part)
19 march forever it will be the day ......................

which no brainer wrote this?

they called it textbook
inside everything is blank
they refused to put any worked example in the book
just because they fear people won't go to their lecture and able to make it in exam
ask them for worked example they lazy to give
ask them to work out some example they lazy to work out
blank here blank there
wah fed up, these mother fuckers
they got no time to go through everything
they got no time to teach everything
then go home and sleep
fuck them
this is adult education
not primary school, everything need to ask then do
we pay money to get blank paper and someone who cannot speak properly
no example
only can do your style
now then I know mathematic is something which only follow 1 method
yes i will be damn sure einstein will wake up from his death and agree with you
fuck you
hard one teach fast fast, easy one take your bloody own sweet time
knn damn fed up
their core valve: if you can convince the student, then you confused them
wah fed up
piss to the max
adult education is like that one, now then I know
if i have to endure few more years of this fucked up system, I sure turn out to become one of your kind
Initially I thought wah all this people study so many years, sure powerful
see the quality of the textbook
blank A4 paper
hei cheebye I can buy at any print shop or mama shop

MST in 3 week's time

ton's past year paper infront of me
wah ... need to finish
every piece do siew siew
other thing just cant be bother
do this first ....... start from 1st piece
mst preparation starts now .....
phone will be off from 20th this month
wanna cut my phone line just got the stupid plan
phone is the most brillant and stupid technology ever
will change my number soon just keep thoses I wanna contact in my contact list

bad romance

sit back relax and listen to the lastest lady gaga - bad romance
power !!!
I think part of the dance step look like jolin tsai dance step
from kan wo 72 bian
and the love love love
dunno if I am right?
but it is an wonderful artistic production

wall with ears

I think many have hate the way i do thing nowadays
I just want that entry
yes, i am damn desperate for the entry
there is friend mature enough to do thing the same way
there is people around do thing in their own way

many talk behind front or side I don't care
there is a line in chinese called:
dao bu tong, bu xiang wei meng

right or wrong

just now just saw a friend
look heavily on dose
I didn't not know what to say
so i did not say anything
I just told him to wash his face
he was completely talking thing without sense
it remind me the past
I knew the world is never fair
the genes, family, experience, surrounding and people made up a person
there was a time I tried hard to denie that
but each time it just bounch back
this is science like kathik said
religion sometime played a part
depending on how hard the person's faith is
I see and think about the person around me
the ones which other called good and the ones which others called bad
I think judgement depend on a person's thought and value
I told kathik I am very open to almost everything
but when he ask me, will you invite someone to screw your girlfriend?
will you hold your anger when someone spill on your face?
when someone hit your mother?
I told him I will hack the guy in piece
then I think back, I am still hold back by my value
so the judgement I made is still wrong
actually no one can judge
perhap only god can make that judgement
like I say before even murderer have reasons
just like the laska uncle story
just like the anthony ler's 15 yrs old kid (carlsberg) story
when you have come face to face with this 2 guys
you will eventually realise they are human after all
the carlsberg still kanna haunted by the mother he kill in his cell
he was regret, he was remoteful, if he was 21 he will have been a dead man
if they are put to death how about their mothers ?
althought I am alway angry and wanna hit people so bad when they are real cocky
but I think we don't play god, got no right to take away people's life
even if they commit murder
they should be put away but not death

project

finally no need to piss off in project teaming up
approach the few best people into our team
one with perfectionist character (Finally found one friend like that)
coz if 1 perfectionist is crazy but 2 perfectionist is normal
and the second is disciple, the second person in my life I see pray 5 times a day
third is ... I also dunno
4th with a character of easy to be influence, cause if you say do till perfect he will just answer: that's a great idea!
so this kindda of person is easy to work with
lucky get our pick fast
and lucky there is alot of paper work then practical
practical is on wiring
I guess we are on par
just only 1 machining .. I already have my best solution if it cant be done
a solution to perfect precise tolerance
+- 0.001
haha and of course not I do
and not we do ;)

stress ah

I flip through the mechanics past yr paper
english words solid ah
this time maybe will ...........
i dunno very stress
I hope it can base purely on math
with no ang moh zero ang moh
now left 4 weeks to mid term test
have to start on past year paper liao

damn bloddy fed up

saturday purpose to be my best time studying
yet ...
sometimes just too little time to do my stuff
mid sem test coming also
teacher still teaching the same chap
I dunno
later have to rush like fuck
math teacher speaking mathematics
fed up
so many thing in hand ............... fed up ah
3 more sem to determine whether I can enter uni anot
sometime I hope I can take diploma as private candidate
teacher are actually inefficient
they keep trying to make everyone understand
till last rush us like shit
if I can study alone how nice will it be
I take my speed to finish it in maybe 2 or 2.5 yrs
excluding all the sat sun and holiday thoses nonsense
no need to wait for other
fed up ah ...
somemore this mst happen b4 holiday
shit them !! somemore teaching the same topic over and over again

Youtube interesting

obama thriller

this is funny
if you knew a bit of politics you will knew what they talk about

Best project ever, 100000000 member for U

Actually now 2 is enough, maybe just need one more to complete the group
for the practical part
den ..............................................................
i going crazy soon
laying in this rotten system
making people believe than simple task will take 8 to 9 people to accomplice
then what is the point of living with 4 limbs
I am a man with a bloody dick below, 2 ball can bounce up and down
no need to be a pussy to add more and more and more
first 3 or 4
now 5 or 6
later 7 or 8
finally 30,00000 X 10^9 Tera Mega giga million people
den guess what
the project topic will be picking up a piece of tissue paper

one more time being step on my pride
how to take pride when there is countless of people in your group
maybe need to use handphone to communicate, cause it is way too crowded when doing project
taking pride on my work
is this the way ? cheebye
Die die I won't take in any useless dickless ass

I believe the best work is done when you have the least people doing, the fastest in delivering, the unlimited williness to redo till it is perfect with a flaw

1 person fight 10 person is honour
10 person fight 1 person is cowardice
they simply don't understand
even the most hardworking people I see eventually get demorale by this useless sys

my love

Omg can't believe my eyes
she wear that to work .....

harder

I guess I had not really buck up since the day I enrolled
that why gpa still 3.5
I see KK's working speed is real fast
maybe that is why I failed to get 4
I have to do my work even faster
gotta complete everything before MST
all past year paper at least 1 times before holiday
luckily there is hardworking people to chong together

previously never see any in ITE

not in the Army, but seem a guy really got brain juice
study for 3 day, 7 A1 for O level

in groundfos seem 1, but that time I was slack .. cos I know I am go back to study

now eye big big see many many, all with 1 aim ----> local U or better one
actually good to have so many hardworking people around me
constantly remind me to work even harder harder till I finally break

Gpa 4 will prove that this system cannot measure the limits of my hardwork
toward 4 ...

Highest view rate -- Math song

greatest math song ever funny
A mathematical parody of Fergie's Fergalicious

real fegie sing

work & study -- good?

everybody is talking to me on this topic
gf and friend
work and study is it very hardworking
of course it is
but if you are struggling or failing to acheive your aim
that is real bad
the HR will only look at the higher qualification
will not give a damn on how your life is or how your life sucks
maybe you are lucky met a HR formally lead a life of your path
but best not doing it
I will quit my job if I fail to achieve my perfect GPA this sem
I told myself that this is the last time
nobody is going to give a damn of what difficulty you have
they want the only thing for the interview
the higher quali

personally to me
in the past I used to think people who study is lazy
they fear to step into the work force
after many friend freshly grad and earn higher then me
I realise some part of my conclusion is wrong
yes, they are still lazy but they made the right choice

cooks, chief, shift mover
and accountance, engineers, doctor and lawyer
which one more tough?
which are the laziler group?

I worked as cook before, never see anyone drink coffee for 1/2 hours before
never had any tea break
never had 5 days week
never had a day without kanna 1 X big fuck
never had 8am to 5pm

I start working like 13 or 14 year old
but in the end I get not even a day of annual leave
I don't mean to offend anyone, I just mean in general.

Design

Conbirming engineering and design
I think soon we will be learning how to create a 3D explode diagram
that is more to applicate to the working use
that will be good
sometime I just hate learning things which I just cant put them into use
make use of 1/10 of what you learn is already powerful
if can use 10/10 of what you know and conbirm it together
sure solid one

Art of laser and english

I am going to go continue the tattoo laser again
since there is no other way
perhap just get enough on the public transport
maybe this is the only way to leave everything behind
the thoughts, violence and many memories
friends, peer, enermy all don't really matter already
no one is going to walk me out of this trouble
ok enough of that
soon I can merge myself into crowd
to fit in and laid low

I don't wanna prove anything anymore
I am tired
sick and tired
laser it once and for all
be it right or wrong
the majority is right in everything
I am wrong
hope I can complete all session b4 graduate

got to brush up my english as well
I am wrong, english is not just a language
It is the most important tool of power
A tool to show how sophiscated and educated a person
not explaination for what kind power that a lauguage have
forget about you origin and race a art
do what they say is right and won't go wrong

maybe got to go to coronation plaza for tution
she is a christian and agree to help
I just have to shut up my values of life and there is no problem

I do what they wanna me to do, I will be what they want me to be
sick and tired
I don't care what is right or wrong, against conscience anot
I just follow what all other do

spoil market ..

Today evening (at school unofficial smoking area)
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around 10 people like that and all the face like one kind
perhap thoses bully guai kia type
dunno from what course
the walking really retro
360 720
I just minding my own business smoking only
act fierce
come stare at me, haha very funny
small baby staring at uncle
really cute
I notice it, then but look back at them not really staring actually
they like see the other side got ufo
fast fast chop chop look away
haha dunno whassup with these babies?

morning
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another case is in the mrt not inside the train
knn this one really shameful
this guy took off the jacket showing of tattoo with the company of 2 cock face
like wanna scare people like that
somemore thoses walking pass him is students
of course will scare la
somemore what, I think the tattoo is newly put one cos the blood cot still red on his chest

but morning usually I was kindda fed up, not in the mood to laugh
cos every morning I alway got the fucking look from the aunts on the train
even my hand is in the pocket
then I align and see this fucking guy
like all the trouble is being bought to me by him
(I know it my fault, just looking for some mental justification)
I really stop and stare at him for quite long
Really hoping I can rearrange his face left right centre
he turn the other direction and walk
cheebye one
because of more of these fucker
making my life even more miserable
here I trying very hard to prove not all is the same
there he trying to .. I also dunno what he want
fuck him

both in a day .. spoiler of my day

Project

I love having project in hand
...
just afraid I might over spend my time doing it
forgotten to do my other academic stuff
that's me
only can focus on one
I not charbo, cant multi task
very very exciting 3rd year will be coming
its time for LKY project
I wanna meet Mr lee KY in person


hope that thing which happened in nitec will not happen again
the bloody section head
take my 72 slide powerpoint and 158 page report and the whole project
reconstructed and send for LKY
threaten me with the course medal to keep quiet
1 year of indivdual effort
all work by one single person, curse and swear and type every word in

thank god for not letting him to use my project for his promotion

cb one still laugh at me when I wanna go poly
say I go polyclinic
kannina when I finish poly and further study till XXX
than is the time I will come back ITE and visit this mother fucker
ha polyclinic
ya I in polyclinic studying now

remember what is written on my chest
mo xiao lang zi chu sheng di, yo chao yi ri long fan shen

fed up

this few days
everyday wake up 2 hour earlier to prepare stuff before lecture
damn funny using army style to prepare myself from getting late
put a pail of water beside a arm rest chair
ask my parent to pour on me before they go out
but they just won't pour the whole pail
but at least objective achieved

the lecturer is kinda irritating for the high credit module
fed up !!!
he wanna act like theses secondary style
every time someone gets late he will go talk cock with them
spending 1/2 hour of the lecture talking cock with late comer
wth
2 hour left maybe 1.5 hour
then wanna say the late coming with determine the result
...
I say if the lecturer keep on talking cock
we have to work harder ourselves
then all become late
then he will spend 2 hour talk about how late we are and how sorry we will be
then good day already lo
wah lau like a shit
it doesn't matter you are late or early
End day, the paper is the result
this is not ITE, where early coming can determine the result

everyday have been fed up over alot of stuff
but this period of time
I did learn something about myself
than is anger will past
if we can temp hold our anger

I remember one of the book of the Jew in the concentration camp of Nazi Germany wrote
"they can control my physical body, they cant control my mind."
if we can put this in practical and try to overcome anger
that will be good
maybe this is the purpose, god give us the ability to think
I think maybe god wanna us to be in dependant and stop depending on him
maybe he is kinda busy ba?

for this sem I hope I get a group of strongest people to form up a group
If all the hardworking in a group will sure not be a problem
but there is the problem
the best in computer, the best in pratical, the best in planning, the best in excuting
all of them mainly with stick to their peers during project
then now how?
if all got some aims should eventually work together right
but now how ?
I don't understand ....

maybe I approach the best in planning first
the best of all

I hope I get a group like what I get for ideas
all with different talent, in the end all scored distinction
I totally cant do practical, hope for the best

final tution

today wake up early to give tution
.. ZZzz blur
o level math paper 1 starting today
I guess it will not be too difficult
hope my student can pass
tmr her paper 2
that will much harder
sometime I see the question also stun
???
but now I think I understand math better
deep to its root
as you have to teach to the basics
draw diagram make kids happy
do powerpoint to make them understand
edit video to make them understand
crack joke to deeper their understanding
teacher indeed is a hard work
a nice experience
one more new experience in my life

nothing matters

maybe this 3 sememster I am wrong all the way
that way my gpa never went up or down
because I am doing the wrong thing all alot
now I am going to do the right thing
disengage myself from everything
feelings, thought and thinking
anger, foes, or any issuse
my mind should only 1 aim university entry
everything I think or do must be for the entry
even talking and behaviour should be for that purposes
no thinking of anything else or apperciation of anything

this moment I will adjust myself to a new character
if I can do this, then I can do anything
character is a memories of the past
If I can change to adjust my goal and objective, that will be great
I will also try to put the discrimination issue aside
I dunno it alway come and disturb me when I am trying to study
thinking thinking and thinking also will not solve the problem
I just have to leave it aside and do the only thing that matters

I used to think that everything and everyone matters
anything which have feeling does matter
now what for bother so much, they don't think it matters for me
why bother, I just close my eyes and lead my life
I am already in the hot soup, why even bother for anything ..

everything will not matter anymore ..
only U entry

learn some science stuff

I didnt actually we can make electicity from lemon and potatoes
?? they learn that in secondary ??
Maybe secondary is really a good thing
tomorrow gonna buy some lemon and potato to try it out

youtube really have everything
from making electric to politics to even current affair and even bomb making
I think thoses are the one which cant kill one
making wood guns and many funny stuff
american really know how to apply their knowledge on the surrounding
instead of singapore's eating textbook method

maybe thoses terrorist learn from youtube
hahha

A wonderful day on the public transport with the majority

The starting of every sem
I always get this feel of the lecturers looking at me one kind
although not all but feeling fuck up
but I have already adjust myself to tolerate all this liao
usually the discrimination will last until the 1st MST
sometime it end earlier
haiz, this is life
got tattoo sure gangster right haha
ya la I am gangster, they think what they like
as long as they happy lo

morning I saw a news on the Chinese newspaper
this lady complaining her husband
forcing her to get rid of the baby and having an affair with china girl
she said she never expecting someone with such an high qualification to be such a bastard

haha I was laughing when I see that line
"High qualification" and "Bastard"
how can she say that ?
she should be sentence to death!

Tattoo = gangster
high qualification = noble and good morale person

This is what the majority say

how can she go against it!
must sentence she to life in imprisonment or hang she on the orchard road
to warn others that you can not go again the thinking of the noble majority
judge the book by its cover = rule 1
everything is like mathematics
this = that , LHS = RHS
no such thing as exceptional one

Every morning when I am taking the public transport
I always got stare by stranger
aunt, uncle, student and many many
sometime I really ask myself, you all look down on me right
I must be very inferior
Everything I did over the limit you people can reach, it will be an miracle

but it is funny also
I treat the majority to such high respect
almost wanna knee down and bow liao
to my knowledge,
the majority's superior thinking =
the one who are better in study are geek or nerd (Giving the better one names)
the one who cant study (Gangster, low life, useless)
then the people who are saying this is the most useless
cause you are not the best in the both ends

To me I only respect the best of nerds and gangster
as long as you are among the best, I don't have a second word but salute
(either "wen" or "wu", Chinese have a saying
if you don't have both, then you are useless)

I have no respect for people who screw up big time still wanna look down on me

I was thinking maybe one fine day, I should go up the people who is staring at me
and point to any uncle with moustache and tell them that is their father.
and they must agree with me
because real life LHS = RHS theory is true to them

moustache = father
skirt = mother
tattoo = gangster
certificate = noble

first day of school

brand new start
aiming for gpa 4
no more working to wee hours liao
learning how to study in the day so that I can sleep in the night
must change my attitude to get the ultimate GPA 4
see a good friend fired up and ready to go too
good good
everyone chong, more motivation
as I think I will have guilt see people work hard and i slacking behind
all work hard toward the ultimate GPA
!!!!!GPA 4 !!!!
go do work liao
work harder harder till the hardest
NTU I will be coming, on the train

sell me a O level how ?

thinking on univerity dream seriously
financially 30k, can be settled by bank loan
place to stay ... ZzzzZZ
NTU cant go home
NUS can go home

GPA wise ..
NUS no chance cant smell YET
NTU got chance

university entry is not solely based on poly gpa
also 20% on O level
who can sell me O level ??
got ENGLISH proficiency test
if fail, must take it as a module

then I have to repeat module forever ...

got math proficiency test ....
I done their math 1 liao so should be ok ba

a list of guide dunno from which kuku
seem to make sense and make me happy


GPA Course
3.88 NUS Chemical Engineering
3.81 NTU Chemical & Biomolecular Engineering

3.71 NTU Accountancy*

3.67 NUS Environment Engineering
3.65 NUS Science (Life Sciences)
3.64 NUS Mechanical Engineering
3.64 NUS Business Admin (Accountancy)
3.63 NTU Business*
3.60 SMU Bachelor of Accountancy

3.56 NTU Information Engineering & Media
3.55 NUS Electrical Engineering
3.54 NUS Computing
3.54 NUS Computer Engineering (SoC)
3.50 NUS Business Admin
3.50 NTU Bioengineering

3.49 SMU Bachelor of Business Management
3.41 NUS Project & Facilities Management
3.41 NUS Science (Physics)
3.40 NTU Computer Science
3.40 NTU Chemistry & Biological Chemistry

3.39 NUS Arts & Social Sciences
3.38 NTU Computer Engineering
3.38 NTU Materials Engineering
3.37 NUS Real Estate
3.37 NTU Chinese
3.35 NTU Electrical & Electronic Engineering
3.34 NUS Science (Chemistry & Applied Chemistry)
3.33 NUS Computer Engineering (FoE)
3.32 NTU Biological Sciences*
3.30 SMU Bachelor of Science (Economics)

3.29 NTU Environmental Engineering
3.28 NTU Physics & Applied Physics
3.28 SMU Bachelor of Social Sciences
3.26 NUS Civil Engineering
3.24 NTU Mechanical Engineering

3.16 SMU Bachelor of Science (Information Systems Management)

3.02 NUS Nursing*

2.58 NTU Art, Design & Media*

with this??
0.05 if you have a non related diploma
0.05 if your L1R4 is between 10 to 15
0.10 if your L1R4 is between 15 to 20
0.15 if your L1R4 is between 20 to 25
0.20 if your L1R4 is between 25 to 30
??

have to focus all the concentration on the entry
the final round
soon we will be facing this face to face
I dun wanna spend 56K ++
work hard for cheap local uni 30K --
3 more round to set the entry easy or diff
have to sleep liao, school starting tmr
NEW AIM !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
GETTING SERIOUS

school reopen

new sem new aim
comparing to other semester I have plenty of time now
I decide to take on the dip plus till b4 pay $$ den decide
learn some free shit before I drop ba
or maybe not to drop since I have so much time
haha I can finally sleep early wake up early liao
not need to rush till midnnight everyday
good good shiok shiok
just dunno the other 2 module which i didnt manage to get the books is like what?
haiz
no more same result
chong

pisssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss

very piss off today
soemtimes wanna do thing w/o violence
but the cheebye won't let you
they wanna test and test and keep testing

cheebye I keep thinking of the forgiveness forgiveness in the bible
the more I think the more angry
people take it for granted and talk shit to you and fuck other up then talk about forgiveness
no violence and shit

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh900eoifdho2p3yhfqdweoiscwkj

really miss the life of club

see their facebook and their picture of the club and fun
.....
cannot tahan
still 1.5 to complete dip
then I will club till peng then go uni
club club club , i wAN TO CLUB
18 mth to freedom
that will taste nice

the new moon comedy

The original


the funny

2012 the end of the world ?

just wake up
have a stomach upset
saw the news on yahoo
saying 2012 will there be a flood just like the first flood in the bible
they make it into movie hhaa
haha wanna make sure they have enough to spend before 2012 the end of the world
if it comes the day of judgement
I will be the most happy
how I wish everyday there is the end of the world

so thoses who are scare to be judged by the lord of lord
get some life jacket and store it in your storeroom ba
if the flood come, the saf storeman will sure survive
as they got life jacket in the store
haha

the prediction is made by newton
the one who contributed to calculas and science
some of them make further prediction of the date to occur on dec 2012
we will be able to live to see it

last week to school reopen

left 1 week to school reopen
try to finish the school work before the school start
I think can finish the stuff up to mst ba
math left half a topic to mst liao
automation still memberising
mechanic still struck at chap 2
need to rush up, so that I will have plenty of time this sem
to make up for my mistake in the previous sem
hope I can change my attitude
get a 100% + 1% attendant
timing can be as sharp as a knife
when school starts, everyday will be revision for mst and exam
hope this time gpa 4 will finally be realised
just cant manage to get some of the other books
but now this 3 book also cant finish, must be realistic liao
.......... chong for the last week .................
feeling every sem pass very quickly
soon will graduate liao
can go clubbing again ...

Heroes season 4 e03

nice to watch the movie and imagine how good it is to make it into reality
undo the thing in the past
heroes season 4 e 03 (Acceptance)

Intro a new hit

This is a new hit by Jason Derulo - Whatcha Say
steady + power
must catch

no gems good or bad?

intially I thought if there is gem (elective) or I can choose a extra gems
but this gem is not as useful as i think
I thought I can go over there to learn something
but everything based on theory
.. I dun wan theory
I wanna see the real stuff
theory hardly remember for life
real stuff remember for life

also good news ba
focus on these 5 modules
this sem is critical
very critical
5 to 6 credit per module
kindda scary
time is almost there
I dunno should I still hang on to dip plus
if I have the extra time will I take it for granted?
headache

today is a bad day
cs no supply
cigerattes walk 10 km to buy
everything just goes wrong
I never throw temper and that good
sometime when we curb our temper, thing seem to go right again
fuck up life right

new sem starting
fired up and ready to go

always ready, ready to strike ..

sick recovered then new sickness come

sick recovered and sick again
i dunno what the heck is wrong with me
zzzZZzz
watching drama at night and do the subject for the new sem
mostly math ba
kindda happy manage to finish a lot of the math almost half of the book liao
but automation and mechanic very slow
watch the drama also very nice named 楚汉骄雄
although i have already know the ending from the history

but I hate the ending
which 刘邦 eventually defeat 项羽
刘邦 is a kind of person very timid and scare
by the assistance of his wife and eventually make it big
项羽 is the kind which is very strong and fearless
but cant escape his destiny of one time big failure

historian describe 项羽 as person who is over-arrogant
do not have much failure in his life so one failure will lead to his suicide

but I think what he did was right
rather then living under the command of 刘邦


Episode 1 楚汉骄雄 (Hong Kong)
total of 30 episode
http://hd.tudou.com/program/4204/


history channel on 项羽

what's plan of marriage?

nowaday it is like a fashion trend to get married
my good buddy of my camp get married liao
my ex-gf just married liao + 6 week bb in her tummy
2 of my god-sister (Younger) married liao + 2 child
they all ask me
when you and irene getting married
ZzzzZZ..
I dunno how to answer your QnA
I have to finish my stuff first
they tell me: aiya just lazer your tattoo and you can get a job liao
I say not yet
....
why ?? I need to finish university then I lazer my tattoos
I am not the really-like-to-study type
I afraid once tattoo is lazer off, I will feel like a free man again
I need to po fu chen zhou, which means to break all my way for retreat and move forward
I need at least a 2k or more k to take care of family
last time even getting 1.5 or 1.7, I end up with empty pocket
how about 1.5 or 1.6
so have to tahan
my 8.5 year anniversary is coming
but there is 5 more years to go

diploma -- 1.5 year left
any university --2 or 3 year left
lazer tattoo -- 1 year
work -- 2 year
married man :)

thoses who got better luck in life, get married soon ba
guess I am just the sway lot

Cortina Watch’s ex-employee sentenced to 9 years’ jail

This fellow is real stupid
S$ 7.6 million = 174.7 million thai money
still surrender ..

If i am him

First, I will plan a detail plan if I really have to steal
Get a Thai translater who have connection with the triad in Thai
with theses money .. woo
built a small army in Thai to protect me from kena catch
get the latest military weapons for my army
get a professional military leader to train them
set up a business to keep $$ rolling in
buy a piece of land and fence it all over a intelligent agent getting info from Interpol
get sentry to guard the place

secondly, do nose job and eye job
change all the identity and get scientist from all over the globe
and fund them to invent DNA auditing technique
to change DNA sequence and finger print
and employ some top hacker to hack into the system to corrupt the Interpol data base

he really kinda stupid
everything there will be a hard start
even being a fugitive it won't be easy
Now with such a record of beach of trust
he can never start over
since he have started, then do it all the way
so easily give up
Like Winston Churchill have said: Never, never give up

I think he must have think that he surrender, he will mostly be given a light sentence
crazy fellow, see la 7.6 million never spend
spend time doing holiday in changi liao
perhaps this fellow teach us something important, plan everything before you do
and never never give up easily

From the news:
SINGAPORE: Cortina Watch’s former supervisor, who stole S$7.6 million worth of watches and cash from the timepiece boutique, has been sentenced to nine years’ imprisonment by a district court.
36—year—old Jerry Ee had earlier pleaded guilty to four charges of criminal breach of trust and one charge of removing stolen property from Singapore.
Twenty other charges were taken into consideration by District Judge Chia Wee Kiat on Friday morning.
After stealing the watches and money from the boutique’s safe on Christmas Day last year, Ee fled to Thailand, but eventually surrendered to the Singapore Embassy in Bangkok and was brought back to be charged.

Prisoners have higher IQ

haha lmao
saw a case on the prison break
the prisoner asking the guard for the way out he simply give the direction
no knowing the escape

News below:

Forget the knotted bed sheets or tunnel. A New York prisoner has come up with a much easier way to bust out of jail: ask guards for the exit.

The inmate, who was wearing a suit and tie for a court appearance on charges of multiple store robberies, simply wandered out an open door and into a courtroom Wednesday, the New York Post reported.

There, a court officer mistook jailbird Ronald Tackman for a lawyer, asking: "Counselor, what are you doing here?" the Daily News reported.

Tackman didn't miss a beat, the Post said, asking: "Which way is out?"

The hapless guard then showed the escapee the way to the lobby.

Next the daring jailbird went to his 81-year-old mother's Manhattan home to change clothes, and left, she told the Post.

"I thought he was discharged. He was all dressed up," she said.

Court officers' embarrassment only increased when it was revealed that Tackman, 55, was a known master of disguise, the tabloids said.

"The guy is a celebrity as far as the penal system," the Daily News quoted a court source as saying.

Past exploits include wearing a hat, sunglasses or a plastic nose, and using ingenious methods of making fake firearms.

In 1985, while being transported to serve out a robbery sentence, he took a guard hostage with a fake gun carved out of soap, the Post reported.

He also fooled victims with pretend guns made from a cigarette lighter and even a comb, the News said.

gangster comedy

A funny comedy clip of crips & bloods
amercian gangs
the reds flag are the bloods
while the blue are the crips
they say they kill each other for colour
but overall they are the same colour

how to get girl in the club

funny the forum
people ask almost all sort of question
someone even ask how to get girl in the club
hahaa

I got no comment whether i have any experience before
........... My gf sometimes see my blog

but something need to take note for on going clubbers
if you wanna get some
for guys
1) don't wear black (The club is kindda of dark, you wear black no-one is going to see you)
2) dun go up the platform (Usually you won't get any girls too)
3) stay at the main dancing area
4) Dun go to girls, let them come to you
5) don't get to drunk
6) Make sure you dun have night blindness (Coz I have, and hahaha)
7) dun be to shy
8) If they automatic, do your part.

I dun have much, but just enough for you people

Sick sick sick

still sick cold-ING, fever-ED, flu-ING
wake up in wierd hour 5am

caught many of the SELF artist on youtube
they are amazing
my favourite lady gaga cover
sing by a sick gal on yotube
nice ..

How singapore is founded (Comedy)

from toking cock

Lady gaga pokerface cover(S) by talents

Alot of people with great talent doing cover of lady gaga

The orginal lady gaga singing pokerface Acoustic in Japan


Talent singaporean girl doing pokerface cover


Talent ... country singapore ba


Chris daughtry doing cover of pokerface


The best of the best of pokerface cover

man need to be certain

Just saw the documentary on the dangerous knowledge
kindda nice
explain how 4 mathematician got crazy and send to a mental facilities
"Ludwig Boltzmann" is one of the mathematician
He wrote a publication on the atoms and the probability
the people could not accept it and team up against his theory
simply the wrong man in the wrong place and wrong time
he would have been label as one of the greatest mind

people do not wanna know the thing which is not certain
they wanna a confirmation
like labelling people with tattoo as gangsters
they don't like to even think that there is people who have tattoos but actually not a gangster
labelling people with moustache as their father
they simply enjoy a lot of fathers

today many have benefit under the system of education
allow them to think critically and teach them to think (lolx, got brain dunno how to think)
but they still wanna set their mind in 18th century
better build some hut and get yourselves a bow and arrow pals

Ah long dunno chinese LOLx

guess nowaday singaporean paikia don't have a good chinese back ground, comparing with the paikia in the past.

I don't even understand what chinese they are trying to write

But I have a better solution for the ah long's company

a) Ungrade the runner with good handon skills

b) The writing must pass on ISO standard

c) neat and readable

d) provide clear information for the aunts to gossip

e) using O$P$ instead of chinese characters since secondary schools are not teaching chinese properly

f) Using a black marker or spray, make sure they bring a re-fill in case no ink

g) Be professional, wear a uniform or suit and tie. Upgrade the runner with better communication skills.

h) replace hand writting with paste-on computer printed texts, that will be faster and prevent police from getting you.

i) come up with more innovative ideas, writting on wall is old school, maybe adding them on facebook and write on their walls

still sick .. flu and all nonsense

now sick, working, studying infront of the computer screen
hope this sem my result will improve ba
every semester struck with the same gpa
very sick and tired
this sem, work harder
harder and harder
I believe in miracle with addition of hardwork
just now studying
some doubt have nobody to ask
just have to depend on my own
believing and achieving
gpa 4 will come
3 failure wun break me, this will be my 4th attempt for gpa 4
I believe I will find my mistakes

A interesting math song

require A math or engineering to understand the song
funny song "I will derive"

sick ...

very very sick
coughing, flu and fever
blur blur
guess no med can cure now ...
wait for it to cure itself ba
hope not H1N1 haha ...

result out now decision

dip plus pass le
should i continue?
I think i attend a few free lesson then decide ba
haha aniwae before they take money from me i dissapear also can
I will love to learn the math stuff just time mangement
need to think of the uni entry as first objective
the main objective
untill i get gpa 4 per sem then can do extra stuff
still got ample time for a decision

somebody give me some advise ..........

diploma plus - not require for university entry but built a fountain for math
now my gpa is 3.5 kindda low for uni entry
now finish 2nd year 1st sem going 2nd sem
how will you plan for the university route ?
what i need to do more ?

the third time

i dun wish to tell myself that is my limit
but 3 result seem to speak for itself
I dun wan to give up the dream of achieving gpa 4
can someone tell me what is wrong?
first feeling kindda relieved
but wait a sec, fuck that relieve mindset
relieve will not bring me anywhere
I really wanna to look for the flaw in me
to make thing perfect again
gpa 4 gpa 4 gpa 4
only that is result
only that is good

Result will there be A for math

I hope I can continue to have a Ace for math for motivation
but today the teacher told me all of the cohort did well
I was thinking WTF
and she say my class alot of failure
although she say I did pass
but the big fucking problem is the cohort did well
so there will be not much moderation
this time die cockstand
My Ace ...................................
initially I thought all of them did badly, then I did fair
when the moderation comes, will push me to ace
now then I know ............
my class only
she still ask if my class is ITE batch
I get what she is trying to put across le
tonite or tmr I will experience the news once again

Exam result eve

tomorrow I will be getting my result
today feeling damn one kind
no matter what i do I still will receive that result
when there was time left, I spend too much on nonsense stuff
now kan cheong over the result also not much of use
better buck up for the next sememster module
few week pass by, never ever complete the book yet
now 4 weeks left before the school reopen
have to buck up and finish mechanics II
math III will be on my hand first thing in the morning
wednesday I also will lay my hand on the industrial automation
no time to think of what i lost
but to create what I have not lost yet
create this miracle for the next sem
stop thinking of last sem
maybe the same or worst or better
whats the point, it is past tense
I really hope I never fail dip plus
at some sense also hope I fail it
I wanna give up just my principles don't allow me to give up
for 1 time you give up
you will give up the second time
been there done that
therefore I don't wanna to repeat the same mistake
but now everyone give up dip plus
almost all the people I know
should I continue?
Let god decide ba ..

finally 190909 is over

finally 190909 is over
she is marri-ED
never managed to go and attend as I deleted her number quite some time ago
I afraid I might say or do stupid thing
A man's heart might have 3 to 4 love or even more
but end of the day
must know what is rational to do and what is irrational to do
and which is the rational choice
love isn't blind

My vengence against david have seem to dissappear too
I don't how it happen it just happen
Good in this way, I got absolately no reason to end up in prison from now on
he used to be the main worries of myself being end up in prison
now everything is over

funny when I show my younger brother the only letter she send to me
my younger brother sound:" wah, 2001"
look at me like: the person is crazy
funny
sometime I wish I knew what am i thinking
kindda tired because I just finish hating a person for almost a decade

190909

now this feeling is weird
I need a drink
a club or something
to clear my mind up
just something to pass today
if only I have not know anything
or god pls take this part of the memories away
throw it to a farway place which no-one can find
I start to feeling abnormal
to remember such a thing for 8 years
is they cold blood or I am not ts too normal?
I need to stop thinking and untie the knot
is that incident that keep me thinking ?
is it the pride ?
I wish do not have went through this

love, hate and anger

saw a buddhism drama today
the drama tried to input the word love in the mind of the viewer
but how is it really possible?
I can only prevent myself from hurting other by verbal or by physical
to give love ? haha hardly possible
help maybe okie ... the world is so polluted how you tell me
What I face everyday is more then what a knife can do to me
this world is impossible to be win by unconditional love
faith and religion is there just to balance up and prevent our hatred to turn to ugly
if there is true unconditional love then god show me
it is impossible
I read a case in indonasia than the father is force to have sex with his own daughter
not 1 case it is dozen of case when the chinese masscare start
see every man is for his own when he faced death
just we need religion and faith to have than balance to prevent ourselves from turning into something we don't even know

(I know what you thinking) Don't start talking big as you are in singapore ...

by the way I am a christian dun get confused .........
1 fine thing I learned from tattooing
understand then judge

The day

the day is on 19/09/2009
just feeling kindda wierd
it have been 8 year since..
the day which .. is on 19/03/2001
eight year plus liao still kindda wield
dunno how to put it in words
not feeling right
just hack care
living a good life now, dun think abt it
god bless her have a good life meet the right fellow
than is what I wish for
might god bless the choice of hers ..

No industrial engineer in changi airport

as we know in industrial engineer study about B.O.M (Bill of material)

Army and your life

soon my result will be out
can't wait to see it
hope all of the subject is doing well ba
hope the module will be put on he BB soon so I can prepare it in advance
today done my mechanic chap 1 moving to chap 2
starting on my math also
the intergal by part stuff
the rest of them learn it in higher nitec or secondary
I better rush up
Thoses pneumatics I think they have a better knowleadg
I also need to brush up
Hope thing will be different this time
I alway hope to best my best whether it is in army or school
but failed to see whether I am doing it for myself or for the gov
this one is for myself, therefore I have to perform way better then I am in army
quite nonsense if I am doing just the same efforts or lesser
trying hard to adjust myself

seeing the A level clerk and storeman
they really know what they are doing
indeed smart fellow
they keng all the way in army
but now
they are in SMU, NTU and NUS
they know the objective in their life
when they work for themselves, they worker damn bloody hard
when for other they simply do the minimum

just many people failed to see this point and start calling them chao keng
they are smart and very smart
if all of us have see this point and able to control our emotions and laziness
we will all become like them, sucessful in life

Graceful language

One fine day there will be no hokkien, cantonese and other chinese diclect left

thks to Monkey Mother lee

Making sg to use his graceful langauge

Education system statistic

wah scary man taken from singapore statistic
really 1 stone anyhow throw can kena a deg grad liao not joking liao

All the percentage in this post are absolute. There are 100% of singapore students who enrolled in primary 1.

PSLE - note that % is in absolute
2.3% Failed
63.5% Express
22.2% NA -----------{I am here}
12.0% NT

There are 1.36% (non absolute) of express students dropping down to NA stream while there are 2.37% (non absolute) of NT students dropping out of school.72.5% (non absolute) of NA students passed N level exam and they are promoted to take O level while all NT students study in ITE.

At Secondary School - note that % is in absolute
62.636% Express students taking O level
16.721% NA students taking O level
18.058% students in ITE
2.5850% drop out of school or fail PSLE. ---{I am here}

O level - note that % is in absolute
17.646% Junior College
40.020% Polytechnic ---- {I am here}
4.9702% ITE ---- {I am here}
37.364% failed N level, drop out of school before N level or failed PSLE. ----{I am here}

A Level & Diploma - note that % is in absolute
15.440% Junior College students eligible for local university (NTU, NUS, SMU only)
8.0040% Polytechnic students eligible for local university (NTU, NUS, SMU only) ----{I hope to be here}
76.556% are below bachelor degree.

Total eligible for local university (NTU, NUS, SMU only) is equalled to 23.444% Master & Ph.D - note that % is in absolute
7.0332% will eventually have a master or Ph.D

There are about 50000 students enrolled in primary 1 annually.
Out of 50000 students, 3517 students eventually have a master or Ph.D while 8205 students have a Bachelor degree (excluding students who got master and Ph.D).

{Cheebei, so many grad ... wah next time sure peng san}

17111 students study till Polytechnic or A level.
57.6% absolute have at least achieve diploma level which is the level where they are skillful enough to be employed by many companies.

Start Studying

Just finish work before work also start to do abit of studying on laplace transform
and a bit of mechanic II
also a recap of my ITE pneumatic circuit and cascading
kindda forget a lot of stuff
ZZzzzZ
I remember the pneumatic part is the most interesting
but poly seem to have a formula to make it sick .. haha
Miss the teacher there in ite
I am grateful than that was the first ever time I never piss them off

in a slow slow paces
Anyway holiday, learning slowly then can go inside brain

But seriously what is coming for the next sem is not really easy
aiya every sem also like that

Waiting for result also, hope for the best
I did what I could, left the rest to lord
lastly thks lord for listen to my low-so during exam

The choices we made

This film allow you to make choice in the film
kindda like what we made our fate to be
we have no fate but what we made



Watch this made me really think of the thing I am doing and yet to do
nice movie production
we can choose

The new name for the 4th university

Very freaking funny
as the MOE invite the people to name the university

source: Mobinauts

some say:
1)"Chee Soon Juan University, anyone?"
2)Temasek University.
3)Singapore Higher Learning Institute of Technology? (SHIT for short)
4)Lee guan You Memorial University?
5)Republic university of Singapore.
6)Temasek University
7)LKY University
8)Sounam University
9)Tan Ah Kow Uni.
9)kukuchiao Uni
10)Budget University
11)LCU uni (lee Con u)
12)Additional National University of Singapore (ANUS)
13)Chen Long Singapore Public University
14)Extra university
15)Many university
16)Polytechnic university
17)Xavier Institute for Higher Learning" from X-men.
18)Number 1 university
19)Expo mrt university
20)2011 university

I came up with a few of name too
1) Fourth University of singapore (FU singapore)
2) Merlion university
3) LKY Fourth university of singapore (LKY F Singapore)

don't think other wise
coz I said no otherwise

You think google translater is good?

哈哈我认为这是国家，
我得到了所有这狗屎

他们也得到歧视有趣的家伙了本白皮书，
他面临的一大花边然后americian africian称他是头部皮肤
他打破了kindda
这花边歧视是全球性的

不仅是在亚洲国家越来越多的人与事，
他们不明白愚蠢同为同性恋的遗传材料

Who post this ?

tattoo discrimination in US too

haha I thought it is the country that I got all this shit
they also got discrimination
funny this white guy got a big tatt on his face
then a americian africian called him a skin head
he got kindda upset

this tatt discrimination is going global
not just in asian country
people is getting more stupid with the thing they do not understand
same for the gay genetic stuff

catch it on http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DEEHrBfunA4

License

This man (Geert Wilders) should is going to be charged court for hate speech against religion
The speech is very smart and well planned
See for yourself, I can't really say much on what he say
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6VAw8u2WLmQ&feature=related
Singapore did kindda well in this prospect for religion
also very well for the gay communities

but us ??
People with tattooes
there is no such law implement for us, not present also not in the future
people simply like to divide up and fight
only when there is violence or law to stop it

when things are being given licenses, they will happy kill for fun
like what the movie "the poet'
in the movie he say: "when man are being given licences the world will become mad "
refering to the nazi killing
I remembered there is a gerenal with double PHD
dr.dr. .... kindda forget (Do a nazi documentary on youtube)
responsible for huge amount of killing
even took part in final solution

They talk about the side wall I wrote
They got no idea who they are siding, I hope the man can go looking for them.
I have given him the chance, he did it again.

I got no idea what they will become if they are given licences
even if there is law I dun really give a damn about it
if you follow your conscience, no need to follow the damn law
I just do what is right
but so far the law and I are doing just fine
If you need to be control by the law to do the right thing
then you are the one I am talking about

if being given license
rape, kill, murder sure be very appealing to alot of people
they just simply followed the law to do the right shit

dun understand what I talking watch the movie "The poet"
"How cruel will it be when given license, they call it war to justify it. It's true name is madness"
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3hlzofpaK0I&feature=related

Project: Killing ah beng

They call ah beng ah beng
then I kept thinking why they call ah beng
Then I went to look for the definition of ah beng
Perhap I really fit into this cat ba
This time you can help me turning over a new leaf
very good solution

ah beng is define by
- Extreme dressing code
- smoker and non
- tattoos
- speaking chinese or hokkien
- sitting down void deck and coffeeshop
- Looking for trouble

First "dressing"
- Get me a standard dress code, I will dress like you ok ! Give me the shop address and shirt and pants serial number also the size and fit of the pants.

Second "smoking"
- ask SSB (secret society branch) to stand outside the 7-11 and coffeeshop, they will get a fat year end bonous.

Third "tattoo"
- also ask SSB to stand outside the tattoo palour
- Just ban it, since the society cant tolerate

Fourth "speaking chinese or hokkien"
- I know there is one place full of this kind of people. you all will hate most
(China, Fu Jian province)and(Taiwanese)
- ask SSB to make passport go there, they will get 10 year bonous. Can retired liao

Fifth "sitting down void deck and coffeeshop"
- Tear down all the seats at the void deck and coffeeshop. Make all the people stand so none of the people will become ah beng.

Sisth Looking for trouble
- You can dig out their eye, Haha I don't look for trouble and trouble never look for me. If you wanna look at people with thoses kindda of look down look, sure people will wrack you up.
- Get yourself a a pair of sunglass or shade. Then no trouble will come, most important of all you help turning the leaf left right centre as you wish.

Ok ---- serious here
sometime people keep asking me to change
I really dunno what to change
I dun feel a problem with this
When I ask for reason, they say ah beng
what is that reason? Like I describe above ?

I really think some thing they say is nonsense

if you say something like, 24 yr old liao. dress mature abit. I can accept.

If you say must not step in prison as will have record cant find a proper job, I will accept

Anything you say, better come with a reason
Dun simply ah beng, cause I dun understand what you are trying to express.

Make sense

Where it make the most sense
"
因為太多偽君子默默躲在社會掙扎
裝扮自己 把自己弄得道貌岸然
我就不相信他不會躲在房間打水槍"

"寫實派的精神 我要發揚光大
因為你們的思想已經被假道德腐化"

"這世界真的太多人 無陰囊
他們喜歡躲在暗地裡 好像出神入化
在電腦前批判 講到很有道理醬
結果寫的東西 根本沒有幾個人鳥他"

"我沒有變 我就像你喜歡我說實話
但是實話千萬不能踩到你的尾巴"

"這些陰囊人 滿口仁義道德
他們只是因為陽痿 所以要靠文字抒發
我要用精蟲 填滿他的嘴巴
然後用陰唇一開一合跟他們笑哈哈"

There is a trend

I understand why they started to give thoses comment
they need respones and it become a trend
I will no give any resposes
If there is a serious need for me elevalute your comment untill that extend
Come tell me in person at SP, I promise no violence will be involved
Inside that school, I will not dare to touch even your hair.
I dun understand, you think what you think it right ba

For other sensitable negative comments, I give a thought on it. Somethings your said it's true, I will do something about it.

I writing this blog to remind myself and vent out anger, not to impress or tou kang. Don't need you to read, if possible block this address. you yourself wanna kpo, then complaint so much. Thoses trolling one, go ahead. God will bless you to live longer.

Don't comment on this part. Thanks, nothing can change this concept of mine.
To me suicide is an honour instead of dishonour.
It take alot of courage to die then to survive. You can try to bluff yourself than sucide is shameful or weakling, you know it in your heart. Which is which or what is what, to die for something which you feel is dishonour its a honour.

I am kindda relieve the blog rate is not jumping anymore, which must means. I can write openly again.

What do you think is the biggest turn-off (disgust) during a date?

Regarding Nuffnang "The Ugly Truth”.
winning the tickets
1) What do you think is the biggest turn-off (disgust) during a date? (Tell us your personal experiences, if any)

Chris: At the age of 15 I met the biggest dilema of a date, I came to know this girl name XX, we started chatting on the phone for some time before we decided to meet out. I asked her where she prefer to meet me and she said its a secret. Anyway to me its ok as I am quite keen and curious to know how she look like .

She suggested that we should meet up at aljunied mrt station. When I reached, I first saw her and i guess she kindda "expanded" in size perhaps due to the hot weather.She is rather huge . She said she wanna bring me somewhere, then suddenly she held my hand. ZZzzzZZ ?? I was stunned. The first rational thought that came to me was to squat down tied my shoe lace and do a 24 km marathon. But it was kindda mean , so I just kept quiet and followed her up to her friend's car. When her friend asked for an introduction , she happily said that I am her boyfriend. I was really stunned for words .. what is happening? I was on the car and feel kindda trapped. When we arrived, I saw a funeral nearby. I started thinking what a creative place to bring a guy to on a first date ,but the last thing i expecting was that the funeral was for her relative. Its kindda bad saying this, but I don't think it is a best place to meet for a date. After that event, she still tried to call me but I diverted my phone to the police station. After 2 weeks when I diverted back my phone, she never called again . I feel quite bad after that incident, hope she will not blame me. But in the first place meeting up with her was just to see she is suitable for me but not a commitment that I wanna jump in to a relationship with her , hope that I had not lead her on .

2) Why do you want to watch “The Ugly Truth”.
Chris: (I wanna see the funny things that can happen in a date and whether they are funnier than my experience. )

3) Sign off with - "Be a fan at the official Facebook page and catch The Ugly Truth when it opens in the cinemas on the 17th September 09!”
"done"

these comment wah say .. solid

I think some of the negative comment just gif me a morale push ...
Regarding that dun believe 2nd chance and what they go to hell
Listen up I dun need no symapthy
this road of mine, I will fight till my way out
Don't say like you had travel a thousand mile
thing are easy to say
... I think i stop here ..

Ghost

haha this is the 7th month, our ghost brother and sister is on holiday also
I just watch the where got ghost movie
Kindda make me thinking

If someone in your family died, where is closed to you will you be afraid of them?
I dunno why they think that way
I asked my girlfriend, she say she will scare the shit of her
even if her mother is the one

but why? anyone can give me a good reason to be afraid or scare?
A close person to you, they died
why you will not hope to see them?
If I will have a chance to see one of my good friend again
I will really wanna ask him, how he is doing there .. is it tough on the other side

Just imagine you are a ghost, you suffer so much in a year
finally you got you visa to see you family
they see you, they show you a kind of frighten look
will you be sad, feeling like it is not you leave them but they leave you.

And I dun really understand the funeral procedure
why people is dying, family is sad
people is still gambling and eating curry chicken
I went to funeral, I saw they came there
laughing, gambling, having a good time
I feel it is a total inrespect for the family and the dead
sometimes the family members also join in the majong session
I really dunno what this fellows are all doing

I hope to really see my past away uncle, bye him farewell
perhap to give him a last stick of cigerattes like I alway do ..

learning malay

I search all over the web for how to learn malay free
youtube never get much reward
then i came across one of the web site http://www.byki.com/lists/Malay/Basic-Words-05.html
that is good should give it a try anyway its free

hope i can learn some malay and other lauguage
have to learn for quite some time
on the spelling and the proper way of putting it together
I serious learning more lauguage is better then just knowing one

They are lucky mr lee enforce the working lauguage as english
as it is chinese I will be laughing
Thinking of how to interect with the working force people
The lauguage to know
cantonese (In engineering many speaks cantonese I dunno why, lucky I noe how to speaking abit and listen to many of it),
malay (Sure must learn because this is singapore),
Hokkien (This become a common lauguage to use in enginneering also, sometime we need guidence from the old birds. They usually speaks hokkien.)
Chinese (No need to learn because the standard of my chinese is way better then our fellow singaporean.)
Tamil (I not really then smart to learn it as my extra lauguage.)
I need to improve my english also. I just hate it but have to learn it .........
Japanese (Not really useful, unless for thoses wanna become PR there in japan)
French (Your memory got extra storage + 100 GB can learn)

I think I need to learn more new thing

This start of the holiday
I wanna to learn the following from youtube
-Piano
-My other new subject coming soon next sem
-English (As my english cannot make it)
-Malay (Have to put in serious effort)
need to buy course book for the malay lauguage one
perhap a primary school textbook will do some good

also to start searching for part time

Regarding the comment on hardware.com

RE: http://forums.hardwarezone.com.sg/showthread.php?p=40038019

I thought why my viewer rate increase by a thousand by one nite

First of all, thanks for some of the positive comment.
That's lovely, thanks for support.
If I can inspire other to do good, that is god's blessing

den .... the negative comment
ITE is the best place I ever went
The teacher is the finest in all insitute of singapore I can say

Second, I never say I went to OCS, you guys assume that

Third, I am straight

Fourth, Even if I am a gay, I will not be ashame of acknowledging
they are just good people who got discriminated by you people

Fifth, I say I dun hope to find that guy, because when I found him my life and his life will be over. It have been 8 year since I am living in agony, if it were you. I guess you will turning the watever leaf.

Last, there is no turning new leaf or old leave. I just doing all the thing I do with a direction, without going against my consience.

you can named me (gangster, bengs, or whatever), I am me in this way.
I am not in a gang now.
Therefore chris not equal to gangster (PROVED RHS)
I dunno what a beng means, can you define it? (You to prove LHS)
Stabbing a person takes only a second of anger to do it, if your mother get killed what you do?

Murderer don't have reasons, they just kill for fun. To past time, boring huh.
And let me interpret: I never thought of killing him because my bible forbidden me from doing that. I want he to walk back my agony for the 8 year, why cant I forget? because I am sentimental person, I wun forget anyone whom you ever loved as easily like most of the people.

Thank I finish what I have to say. Hope you spared a thought, I am human not a saint. Later I tok cock many like: I am a changed man or I am repent or I know my mistake.
then during the way i did something wrong, people will start to say: see leopard will never change its spot.

I do what I feel is right, I see things much clearly then all of the people.
Golden hair or tattoo is gangster
americian have alot
"Yue Fei" is one of the eariler gangster single handedly created by his mother.

Lost the perfect war

initially I should be happy
I think my dip plus didnt did too well
my IE also few error and mistake
I dunno what the fuck is wrong
seriously
I didn't work hard enough
LAZY CHEE BYE

I dun noe what is hard working anymore
??
I never really sleep more then 4 hours per day for this two week
my eye affected, nerves system also, headache ever now and then
I will find a way not to sleep, there is sure a person who can live w/o sleep
Sleeping is a waste of blood time
why? I didn't rest either
what's wrong
why is every paper have one or two error
dip plus even worst
I cant live with this shame
defeat to my own pride
This shame could not be tolerate
..........I will fight back........................

Never lose to reality

I started studying for dip plus at 1 am
I still got 5 hour to study
now 3.30
My diploma plus is at risk
KK have seriously decided to give up
I also thought of it also
.............................
NEVER
NEVER
NEVER
Surrender without a fierce fight
Now I doing it
..............................
I STILL WANTED A ACE
NEVER NOT EVER ONCE GIVE UP ON ANYTHING
BECAUSE I WANT MY LIFE BACK
.................................

I am kindda of blur now
my hearing have been effected
by long period of not sleeping
my sight is failed too,
Fuck it man, Chong for the last round
hope i will not be blind by then
dunno got pay back ??
haha
I can sleep for 4 day and pay back
after exam .... 4 hr 50++ min left ..
chong

youtube save exam

Now watching youtube for my IE exam kindda useful the lecturer explaining on MRP
Material planning shit
Have to score A for this
So next time can have 1 more job field to choose
kinnda relax job scope if i ACE this module
Chong .....................

budddie if you need help can watch this also
I am watching MRP youtube -- http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E4OYh890IRE&feature=PlayList&p=FF68C767A88C5B70&index=5

Good day

Since the day the examination period started
I have not been sleeping properly
mood kindda suck, control myself from throwing temper
yesterday sleep 2 hour wake up study
today sleep 4 hour wake up exam
today having thermodynamic examination
kindda happy effort pay off well
I guess that paper, I will mostly score well
every question, I can confirm mine is the correct answer
tmr will be my worst nightmare material
english based
I think most of the O level intake will do well
I just do my best
pray for the best
tonight also will not be sleeping properly liao siazzzz..

Polytechnic have "The finest lecturer"!

I send 3 email to each lecturer
All of them like dissappear within thin air
bloody cheebye
If the staff directory got their address
I definitly go their house to knock on their door
wah lao like a bull of shit
I send send send they just dun reply
cheebei getting the pay of high still work like chaokeng like that
ITE lecturer is way way better then all this bull of shit
they only have diploma and many year of experience
but they have what it takes to be lecturer
poly lecturer is like shit
I sure spam untill their email bust, untill they finally really